random thoughts

As i sit and think about what God has taken my family through in the last couple years its amazing we have made it out so well!! God has continued to bless us through what was a terrible circumstance. if things had not had happened who knows if i would have found my love for urban ministry or met some of the worlds most amazing kids! i sometimes find myself becoming angry again and by the worlds standard i have every right to be angry but God wants a higher standard for us! i love that about God he expects so much more out of us! God has an interesting way of showing his face in hard circumstances even if its just a little bit of light. sometimes he shows us that you have to go through hell to see what he can really do. even in the toughest time of hurt and even anguish God has always taken care of us and shown his grace through my fathers integrity which is amazing! just some random thoughts i was thinking about today!